I hate when people say "I found out who my REAL friends are" if they are your friend they are your "real" friend. If you enjoy being around someone and would like to maybe hang out again they can be considered a friend.
There are those friends though that won't go somewhere unless it benefits them in some way. That's who I am talking about now.
For the most part I consider myself a good friend. I usually go to everything I am invited to. I will listen to you when you have problems and try to help you out. I celebrate and I mourn with them when something happens. I even go to birthday parties and baptisms of their children. (This is not my definition of a "good" friend it's just something I think that a person close to another person would do).
Some of the people I thought would come celebrate my marriage with me are no shows for every event. And it makes me wonder if they will even come to the wedding? It shouldn't matter because Zach and our families will be there but it does make me sad. I really wish I could celebrate with all of my friends too.
I will continue to do what I do and going to all the things I am invited to because I know what it feels like to hope someone will come and they don't.
Alright, no more whining for me! 10 more days till the wedding and I am so anxious, nervous, happy, stressed, basically any emotion I am feeling it! I can't wait till the day comes I can be Mrs. Krista Smith with my husband holding my hand.
